hummm so its been a very very long time since i've accounted for anything in here XD and because im kinda sorta home with nothing to do at the moment i thought i'd just visit my old friend mr. xanga blog post thing =]

summer has been okidokis not the most exciting but interesting nonetheless i've started writing again but that isn't turning out so well haha and i tell vinh that im going to go run with him everyday but that's only happened on the rarest of occasions since i can't seem to get my sleeping pattern straight anymore (and its not like he goes anymore anyways the lazy bum)

summer's half over and im still looking for my adventure dun dun dun haha i've attempted to make amends with my life so i can start happier and fresher this upcoming last year and so far its been going okies im glad i ate my stubborness and apologized to emily...things aren't like what they were but im ok with it at least we're not at each others throats anymore

i've been trying to visit lady at least once a week but so far its only been a handful of times i should go see how she's doing monday and keeping up with all the weirdo things i do with my cousin its just making summer go whoosh and im missing it already XD there was one day where lady and i went to matt's and i got us lost =] twice then we stopped by jeremy's and she locked her keys in the car so we had to walk all the way back to her house for the spare (and we thought she was brilliant) XDD jk jk she still is *nods* we saw a pregnant doggie it looked like a stray but it had a companion and i hit a fire hydrant XD it left a REALLLYYYY big bruise that didn't go away for a week 

my sister finally came through and got me more "one piece" so i spent the past week obsessing over it and crashing in her room because we stayed up late "partying" and watching it was fun but REALLY hot @.@ her room is like a boiler and im not exaggerating i think there's a monster stuck in her vent *nods nods*

everyday i mess with cookie and everyday i think he's dead and that almost always gives me a heart attack XD its so mean to say but he's a very lazy doggie and when i nudge him or move him sometimes he'd just flop over, besides i don't want him to die he's like my best friend (haha!! i replace you lady!!) lady always comments on how i talk about cookie like he's a person and maybe to me he is exactly that

what else? oh yes i went to great america with ann and i think ppl thought we were crazy because we went on that cable car thing at least four times i think it's become my new favorite ride but ann's afraid of heights so i ono how well she took to it =] i waved at ppl and only two ppl waved back XD ann says its cuz ppl think im a psycho when i wave randomly *shrugs* i spent four days with her which i think scarred me for life since all we watched was scary movies and i don't normally watch scary movies at all so...sleeping in my aunt's empty house with just me her and our brothers...things weren't comfortable for me XD she always seemed to sleep just fine though -.-

i got lots of books this summer and so far i went through all of them =] but its sad that i didn't even get started on the books i SHOULD be reading for school procrastination already! sad sad

guy: Ever have one of those days where you just keep telling yourself it can't get any worse? And it keeps getting worse? Yeah... just one of those days.


kitty: I've never had one of those days. I always tell myself there is no end to how much more worse something can get, but there is also no limit to how good. Some days it just turns out that life particularly wanted to trip me and then rub my face in the dirt then dig a hole under me and watch me fall. If I wuzn't being cynical I'd just say that it's not at it's worse yet. Things could still get worse so I should be happy that they're not that bad yet.

you're my hero =]

wow! lol how long has it been?? ^^ five days off from a month haha

SO the past few weeks haven't been all that nice to me and i could've very well done without it all but *shrugs* here i am feeling like "me" again .. amazing~

and who would've thought all it took was a simple question from lady (did you know...?) and my caustic reply (stupid bastard) XD and voila i feel like like.. how i used to! haha

happy happy happy happy happy ^^;; wow no more green apples for me @.@ lol

OMG i talked to joanieeee *beams* in love all over again  i've missed her this year   haha be glad you get faceys dearest!

oOoOo the randomness and i know i was supposed to send some of this off to you ann but remember you were supposed to drive your butt over here so you could pick off all of the pictures i took over the years XD smart one (plus my photobucket thing is retarded..) -.- so here's the ones xanga will let me have lol like a preview! ^^

that reminds me .. i never really finished my scrap book up til now =X only got to the end of eighth grade haha ^^;;

look at those oinkers haha XD that day that lady laughed at me for saying i had coins T_T i'm never going to forget that!!!

weirdoness.. but i adore her =] HEY!! we BOTH have a very close friend name JOAN!! XD .... yes i notice weird things... =X

um... me and kelly were being the "bad kids" and messing with the hula hoops and then there was this one part of our "visit" that i um.. threw a ball and it hit something.. XD but KELLY did it too!!!

me: HEY! look at the TREE! pose with it!
ann: OK!!

psycho harlan trying to kill my favoritest person XD

your car babe haha i'm jealous T_T

annnnn im so mad you guys get nice walkways and neighborhoody like sidewalks ><

yes i am random ^^ i love today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISHY!!!

soo!! today i got up super early (like 8) XD but thats still early for a saturday ^^;; and um i was punching out confetti for the surprise party we were throwing fishy XD annnd yeh i went to bug lily about taking me to go buy his cake and so i told her to shower at ten but she wouldn't budge cuz she wanted to watch an asian kid on mtv cry >.> (don't ask me..) WELL ANYHOWS she eventually went to shower at like 10 30 -.- which was the time i was SUPPOSED to be at jeremiah's house ... and we had to go to two different places to find the rite cake lol because i was just so darn picky and wouldn't buy the jacked up one =X

OK WELL when i get to jeremiah's house mommy is already there and i instantly put him to work blowing up balloons lol and a little later potato gets there and i make him do the same then janan and his sisters get there and just hang around THEN jeremiah leaves to get water balloons and whatever else we needed and we're all running late so he makes me call john and tell him to come later and i think i totally kill everything because i can't lie properly XD when i actually try so yeh killed that lol ... then lady gets there when we started putting up streamers annnddd i think we made the room look really nice! jeremiah will probably post pictures so no need for me too ^^

then we were filling water balloons and LADY just had to come and touch one in my work area and pops it all over my socks soaking them through so i stole some extra ones from jeremiah even tho they totally didn't fit at all AND THEN we went out to help potato and mommy and they suck they can't tie water balloons lol and then john came annnnnnnd yeh this huge water fight blew up and i got soaked even tho i wasn't supposed to and mommy lent me one of his dry shirts so i was comfy enough ^^ im a clothes stealer LOL

and james came when it was all over and i beat him up muwahaha and i had fun beating up mommy and potato and we all fought for space on the couch and locked john in the bathroom so he would change because he was soaked more then me annnnnnnnnd lady broke my camera >.> lol erm what else?  oh yeh potato bought pizza and john ate a piece but only after a lot of persuasion

potato and mommy: go eat john!
me: yeh potato bought the pizza for you
potato: i know i did!
jeremiah: you only get one piece tho
john: *eats pizza*
potato: why do you look so depressed eating the pizza i bought you? is it that bad?
john: no *smiles*
me: XD
jeremy: smile!
john: *smiles with his mouth full of pizza*
me: ...XD
jeremiah: *gives john a sushi*
john: *eats sushi and smiles on his own*
potato: why do you look so happy eating jeremiah's food for you and not mine?!

so after janan and his sisters left and we went to the park where we played half football XD lol lady can't throw and jeremiah dives for the ball alot and i can't throw very well either we suck potato is really fast at running and mommy is a monkey @.@ fishy is really good at throwing stuff tho and james is scary when he runs towards a person intending to tackle them haha

we went back and were lighting the candles on the cake and i kept putting the flames out T_T and then there was wax all over the cake lol but we made it all go away after john blew out his candles and yay they all liked it ^^ ummm THEN! lady went bye bye T_T and we watched mean girls (yes! listen to that all those guys watched mean girls) lol and somewhere along the line i fell asleep in the middle of the movie and when mommy woke me up james poofed XD

then jeremiah's mommy fed us a lot more again @.@ and we walked john out to his car so he wouldn't get eaten by gremlins haha annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd yeh went home now im here >.> all in all it was a fun day ^^;;

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!

this morning i can't believe i actually studied for about an hour @.@ then when i was getting ready and i heard it was going to rain ... i seriously did not want to go to school >.> i think im afraid of rainy days now *Sighs* and yes i realize how stupid that sounds...the only consolation was that it didn't rain today XD

i came to school later then normals today =X and when mommy came in i was like "HAPPY BDAY" and he told me not yet because it was exactly around 8 so i was like ooo ok XD then for the first forty minutes of class i kept tossing small notes behind me at mommy every five minutes saying happy bday and counting down until 8 lol ^^ and then the rest of the time i listened like a good girl

in english we discussed *nods*

breaktime um...jeremiah wasn't there again!! i hope he's ok... and um yeh XD

.....do i even want to remember math...*shakes head* its just one big headache

history was ok...i guess we jsut talked XD like always so no difference

lunchtime potato let me copy (i know bad bad bad badd me!! but i couldn't help it it was just spanish) >.> ok so yeh i was sitting on the ground a ways from our normal area cuz the stupid police ppl stole our spot and so while i was writing lady was abusing me @.@ no surprise... and then i finished and looked up and like everyone made a circle around me o.O so i was like ......um why are you guys all around me @.@ lol and then lady and laura wouldn't let me leave but i got up in the end anyways

nichols i did more work i swear his computer is going to make me go blind =X

spanish... was...sad...

tutoring was cold =X and i realized how mean my mama can be lolll gosh no wonder im so evil @.@ and right now mommy is spoiling me even tho its his bday =P